I find it difficult to do anything other than read, watch TV or play video games. There are many other things I need to do. It's become harder to make weekly phone calls to my mothers. My house is decaying. Rust on car needs to be addressed. The yards could use a mow.

I'm overwhelmed by the tasks before me. I do the minimum number of jobs that I can. It seems doing anything opens the door to endlessly doing the things that follow after it. I constantly engulf my self in narrative. To be not wasting my time as I avoid doing all the things I believe I should be doing.